Why is it so hard?

I also like to say I’m about to graduate high school and I am going to college just to do film i wont have to do math or science or any of that. This yea in high school I been in my 3rd year in the video program. I have made short movies, commercials for school events, music videos etc etc but its not enough to really show off my talent. When i started off my stuff wasnt that good, my music video was in my first year of actually learning how to use equipment and final cut and it wasn’t the best and thats the only music video i made. I made a few shorts but most of them were from previous years. To basically get to my point. To me I haven’t done that much to really show off some real talent. I’m always thinking of ideas and always writing and if I could really everyday make a short film with a group of people or one person even I would love that. I don’t it is hard in high school cause I have so much other classes i have to take to pass in so I don’t ever have time to make a lot of videos whenever I want. Also I don’t drink really and everyone i know always drinks and gets shit faced every weekend which are the people in my video class so they aren’t into as much as me. I just don’t know many people at the moment who really wants to make stuff and work hard on it and I didnt have the chance really cause I had to worry about other classes and i work alot to make money and all this crap so. I’m looking forward to go to a school just for film and video and be with people who are hopefully the same way cause if I be with people who want to make videos all the time or a lot I would always be for it.



I know this sounds crazy and basically just a dream but I would love to know how to do everything basically. I mean i can shoot, edit, write and hook up lights and all taht stuff. I want to learn how to do special effects not just digital but i want to learn how to work with makeup and shit. I did theater in high school for 3 years so I know a little bit about that but I want learn how to do all of that stuff. I have been reading and watching on how they do all of that stuff as well. I’m still finishing up high school but I’m excited just to go to a film school and just work with film and video cause then i will have more time for it then i did in high school.